I am the second child of four siblings, my parents divorced and my mama business went bankrupt since I was in high school 1, at that time our life is often deficient but I try to sell sideline by selling snack in school class by put aside my ego and my self esteem because at that time I went to school at the best dimedan dimedan with a collection of the rich children even though I often dijauhin and mocked my friends but i do not care because not those who support me why I should care what they say. my mother had been depressed heavy during my still sma, our life at that time was very difficult at all. I go home every day to wash my clothes, clean the house and take care of my little brother. actually I confused must tell from where because for the last 15 years I passed with a lot of pebbles and life experiences from start to make decision take mamma treatment to the mental hospital for 2 times and take mama consultation to a psychiatrist whose price is really fantastic until the 8 years then my dad goes to jail and I have to help send money so my daddy is not beaten in prison for not paying money for local officials. and 3 years ago my dad got a heart attack and stroke that made his body totally paralyzed, I actually want to bring home papa but I know myself with my financial ability could not possibly, but I was told by a bhikkhu bahwasannya if I do not take steps to bring papa home from jakarta to my life field will not run smoothly. I take the liberty to join the arisan and capital to borrow aunt to rent a house dimedan for papa and tickets to go home from jakarta (PP). during dimsan papa got sick hard of tuberculosis and I have to klr go around borrowing to friends to pay paycheck fees, money pampers, drug money, etc. during papa dimedan until dad died dated 08 december 2016, I was bener bener shock because then at least I fear that really happened and I do not have enough money to pay the burial fee papa. with the self-esteem capital that I throw away I toured again looking for a loan even though I was insulted as long as I can cremate papa it"s okay. no pain no gain. I wish I could borrow but because of my account balance that every month only a little bit left because I have to pay the bill of reternir, electricity money, etc. so my loan I rejected. but I sdh tell the bank if I want to pay off the big loan so that interest renternir not getting bigger than bank interest but mrk do not want to know.
I am currently working in a heavy equipment company called PT.Probesco Disatama since August 2015 to date with a position as Cashier. I have tried to ask if I can borrow money to the company so that my debt to renternir and my friend can lunasin but the company can not lend to me because there is a regulation bahwasannya employees are prohibited to make any loan circumstances. I am currently trying to work other than work, I have tried to sell clothes, bed linen, any goods that can make money to friends.
this loan I want to use so that I can repay the debt to renternir who lend money to me with high interest at the time of sick papa and I want to use this money as much as 200 USD to try start a fruit salad with estimation of buying stelling of 100 USD, Buy Fruits 50 USD and look for a strategic rental place to help me pay the mortgage. I will take my day off every Saturday & Sunday to start selling.
Please help me
I am the second child of four siblings, my parents divorced and my mama business went bankrupt since I was in high school 1, at that time our life is often deficient but I try to sell sideline by selling snack in school class by put aside my ego and my self esteem because at that time I went to school at the best dimedan dimedan with a collection of the rich children even though I often dijauhin and mocked my friends but i do not care because not those who support me why I should care what they say. my mother had been depressed heavy during my still sma, our life at that time was very difficult at all. I go home every day to wash my clothes, clean the house and take care of my little brother. actually I confused must tell from where because for the last 15 years I passed with a lot of pebbles and life experiences from start to make decision take mamma treatment to the mental hospital for 2 times and take mama consultation to a psychiatrist whose price is really fantastic until the 8 years then my dad goes to jail and I have to help send money so my daddy is not beaten in prison for not paying money for local officials. and 3 years ago my dad got a heart attack and stroke that made his body totally paralyzed, I actually want to bring home papa but I know myself with my financial ability could not possibly, but I was told by a bhikkhu bahwasannya if I do not take steps to bring papa home from jakarta to my life field will not run smoothly. I take the liberty to join the arisan and capital to borrow aunt to rent a house dimedan for papa and tickets to go home from jakarta (PP). during dimsan papa got sick hard of tuberculosis and I have to klr go around borrowing to friends to pay paycheck fees, money pampers, drug money, etc. during papa dimedan until dad died dated 08 december 2016, I was bener bener shock because then at least I fear that really happened and I do not have enough money to pay the burial fee papa. with the self-esteem capital that I throw away I toured again looking for a loan even though I was insulted as long as I can cremate papa it"s okay. no pain no gain. I wish I could borrow but because of my account balance that every month only a little bit left because I have to pay the bill of reternir, electricity money, etc. so my loan I rejected. but I sdh tell the bank if I want to pay off the big loan so that interest renternir not getting bigger than bank interest but mrk do not want to know.
I am currently working in a heavy equipment company called PT.Probesco Disatama since August 2015 to date with a position as Cashier. I have tried to ask if I can borrow money to the company so that my debt to renternir and my friend can lunasin but the company can not lend to me because there is a regulation bahwasannya employees are prohibited to make any loan circumstances. I am currently trying to work other than work, I have tried to sell clothes, bed linen, any goods that can make money to friends.
this loan I want to use so that I can repay the debt to renternir who lend money to me with high interest at the time of sick papa and I want to use this money as much as 200 USD to try start a fruit salad with estimation of buying stelling of 100 USD, Buy Fruits 50 USD and look for a strategic rental place to help me pay the mortgage. I will take my day off every Saturday & Sunday to start selling.